「不是你不足,而是我的心思已經滿溢了!」
那天...我想起了這句話...不知為何心竟然感覺到酸酸的!
越來越患得患失...對於我們之間我總拿捏不好一個準確的距離。
離你太近又怕你覺得我煩人...離你太遠又覺得自己很無助。
我總是不停的揣測你的心思...卻怎樣也觸摸不到。
「不是你不足,而是我的心思已經滿溢了!」
那天...我想起了這句話...不知為何心竟然感覺到酸酸的!
越來越患得患失...對於我們之間我總拿捏不好一個準確的距離。
離你太近又怕你覺得我煩人...離你太遠又覺得自己很無助。
我總是不停的揣測你的心思...卻怎樣也觸摸不到。
最近...開始病了...
每年幾乎都會大病一場...今年也不例外。
我又病了...
發燒四天...雖然不是發高燒...但連燒四天我害怕我的腦子會燒成阿達...
我一直都知道自己個性不太討人喜歡...容易使些小性子!
我也很欣賞那些個性外向活潑的女生...那般的自然無須拘束...
我說過我有我的黑暗面...淮也說過我像個刺蝟...常在人與我之間高築一座牆...
我曾經以為你們會懂...但你懂的是我那包裝的我?還是真實的我?
我不需要華麗的羽衣
我不需要燦爛的花火
我不需要抹糖的愛語
我只需要你在我身邊就好
I am very happy today! Every day life are met, although still some things that I feel dyed black ... but most are very happy! Abandon some of these old people ... for some of these new people ... although a little lost and sad ... but at least now people will fill my heart's full.
Not only depend on the drugs control their emotions, I know rely on drugs is not a fundamental method to solve the problem. I also look for a stake in your heart ...
I am now looking forward to travel ... in the trip to find that happy self.
I am sure I will be able to find ...
Do not care for me ... my dear!
其實,這篇文章很早之前我就已經有大概的草稿...但總是害怕一發出來有些人會心情不愉快!
其實,這篇已經被我壓在草稿區很久很久了...
不久的年前...我談了一個戀愛...
baby Konila,
I miss you too~~yes, the life was a little busy, I am in Fiji now, I follow church and help student to know God and have some class for them, so I dont have many times to use computer, also here are little poor, but I was enjoy everyday in here!
I give thanks to Lord that you find a doctor and to face your problem, you must be strong, something we are difficult to control what the problems coming fast, but may Lord bless you with a love in your life, I had pray for you, my dear, truly, I really care you and you always in my heart, however, I hope you can enjoy the life and find your dream.
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